Monday, May 27, 2002


Finally! Done! ^-^

She gunned them down | 2:22 AM


And! Since I love you all and I'm on a roll. The second chapter for "Could've Been". Only a snippet, though.

Snippet #2; "Could've Been"
by Ekai Ungson

Dedicated to Varon-chan. (which reminds me! where do you study, dear?)

^-^

II:

"Where are you going, Clow Reed?"

"Away."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I think Clow Reed reincarnated himself not only for the benefit of the new Card Mistress.

I think Clow Reed reincarnated himself because he wanted to relive his life.

Note. Not his past. His LIFE.

Clow made a lot of foolish choices in his lifetime. For instance, he chose to dedicate his
whole life to magic and leave no room for anything else. THAT was on e of the most stupid
choices ever.

He forgot to live, hence, he RElives-- in me.

Either that and/or:

He wants to find Madoushi.

The man is certifiably insane. There are over a billion people in the world today, and billions
more are born each day passing. Where does he want me to look for his water mage? Where
am I going to start?

Why couldn't the fool have left me alone? It's not like I don't have my own life to live. And yet
he sends me these visions at night and he begs me to understand.

Almost as if he knows that his Madoushi HAD been reborn, somewhere.

These dreams are getting to me.

But I feel... compelled.

To find her.

Because Clow has whispered into my mind.

"My one true love is your one true love, too. There is no one else, because your lives are threaded
with each other's."

-end snippet-


She gunned them down | 2:13 AM


Okay. Been working. This is what came out.

"Could've Been"
by Ekai Ungson

Previously disclaimed.

Dedicated to: Luna, first.

Chapter I: Jade
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If you were given the chance to relive a space in your life, a day, maybe; a week, two? If
you could go back in time and change one thing, just one thing, maybe remake a decision,
so that your future wasn't as it was?

Maybe you made a mistake, once, and you were given one more opportunity.

What if you could un-make that mistake?

Would you take that chance?

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

She had long, glorious black hair.

The only thing he could remember clearly about her; that is, what he could SEE clearly
in his mind's eye was her long, black hair. Blacker than the skies at midnight. And beautiful.

She told fortunes for a living, but he knew she was much, much more than a mere fortune teller.
He knew she could see deeper into the depths of the water she used to tell of the future. She
could extract power from the very element.

And she was powerful, she was powerful.

Madoushi.

And she loved him with all her heart, and he never noticed at all, never noticed.

No, that was wrong. He didn't NOT notice.

He had refused to care.

He had refused to love.

And he had left her broken.

I'm sorry.
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

And Hiiragizawa Eriol woke up to the blare of the alarm clock.

"That's peculiar," Akizuki Nakuru said to Spinel Sun. "Usually Eriol is so precognitive that he
wakes up a second before the clock blares for FUN."

The winged cat nodded somberly. "I think he was dreaming," Spinel recounted in a sullen voice.

Nakuru whirled around. "Really, Suppi-chan! You make dreaming sound like it's such a bad thing!
Why, only this morning I was dreaming that I was the princess of Candyland and that Touya-kun
was king..."

Spinel rolled his eyes.

"--ANYWAY," Nakuru said, "I was VERY happy."

The door opened.

Eriol walked in, his shirt untucked, his hair uncombed, his glasses askew, and his socks not the same color.

"You look like a wreck," Nakuru informed him.

"He's in a lovely mood today," Spinel added.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"There's something very, very wrong with Eriol-kun today," a concerned Kinomoto Sakura said.
"He looks.... pale."

"There's always something wrong with Hiiragizawa," Li Syoaran quipped. "It's in his genetic makeup."

"Be nice, Syaoran-kun," Sakura admonished. "Ne, Tomoyo-chan. Don't you think so, too?"

Dadidouji Tomoyo looked up. "Don't I think, what?"

"That there's something wrong with Eriol-kun," Sakura repeated.

Tomoyo glancede at a forlorn lookiing Eriol.

"I don't know, Sakura-chan."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lately something was very, very wrong with her, too.

Lately she'd been feeling.... there was no other word for it-- nostalgic. But. These memories
weren't her own. They were some other person's, and yet she almost always found herself in
the middle of this person's situations. Whenever she closed her eyes to sleep.

And she wasn't sure if she was going mad.

Every single night. Just one dream. Same feelings, she couldn't explain, but felt.

Pain. Grief. Loss. Love. Drowned in a world of water from tears shed.

Madoushi.





She gunned them down | 1:55 AM


Ah. Making some changes around this here.... and welcome Varon to the linkies list! Hwee....

She gunned them down | 1:29 AM

Tuesday, May 21, 2002


Hanyaan. I. Am. In. Love. I read "One Perfect Kiss". Again.

*waves* Hi, Varon!! ^-^

Okay, FINE I'll work. Here. ExT snippet. "Could've Been".

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own it. Period.

Dedicated to: Hello? Luna, of course. Who does that surprise?

"Could've Been" (working title)
by Ekai Ungson

A Clow/EriolxTomoyo/Madoushi experimental.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If you were given the chance to relive a space in your life, a day, maybe; a week, two? If
you could go back in time and change one thing, just one thing, maybe remake a decision,
so that your future wasn't as it was?

Maybe you made a mistake, once, and you were given one more opportunity.

What if you could un-make that mistake?

Would you take that chance?

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

She had long, glorious black hair.

The only thing he could remember clearly about her; that is, what he could SEE clearly
in his mind's eye was her long, black hair. Blacker than the skies at midnight. And beautiful.

She told fortunes for a living, but he knew she was much, much more than a mere fortune teller.
He knew she could see deeper into the depths of the water she used to tell of the future. She
could extract power from the very element.

And she was powerful, she was powerful.

Madoushi.

And she loved him with all her heart, and he never noticed at all, never noticed.

No, that was wrong. He didn't NOT notice.

He had refused to care.

He had refused to love.

And he had left her broken.

I'm sorry.
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

And Hiiragizawa Eriol woke up to the blare of the alarm clock.

"That's peculiar," Akizuki Nakuru said to Spinel Sun. "Usually Eriol is so precognitive that he
wakes up a second before the clock blares for FUN."

The winged cat nodded somberly. "I think he was dreaming," Spinel recounted in a sullen voice.

Nakuru whirled around. "Really, Suppi-chan! You make dreaming sound like it's such a bad thing!
Why, only this morning I was dreaming that I was the princess of Candyland and that Touya-kun
was king..."

Spinel rolled his eyes.

"--ANYWAY," Nakuru said, "I was VERY happy."

The door opened.

Eriol walked in, his shirt untucked, his hair uncombed, his glasses askew, and his socks not the same color.

"You look like a wreck," Nakuru informed him.

"He's in a lovely mood today," Spinel added.

-end snippet-





She gunned them down | 8:13 PM

Friday, May 17, 2002


I'm fixing the layout again and I hope this is working! Grahhh.... And yeah, syao-chan, i kinda saw that the linkies don't show up....

She gunned them down | 12:14 AM

Thursday, May 16, 2002


Uploaded two new fics at FF.net acct. Nearly done with other fics, except "Beautiful Alone", and began new fic called "Could've Been", an Eriol/Clow x Tomoyo/Madoushi experimental. I know Tomoyo and Madoushi aren't related in any way. But I have things in my head that need to be poured out. Rah.

She gunned them down | 9:35 PM

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